kiki_eng: Breakfast at Tiffany's - Holly Golightly - Audrey Hepburn (woman in evening wear & sunglasses stands before shop window) (breakfast at tiffany's)
2025-01-07 11:01 pm
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2024/2025 Goals

Today's snowflake challenge is goal-setting.

Because this is how I roll, I look at last year's goals first. I set myself one goal for 2024: to get a specific post out of my drafts. And I did it. I published a post I had started writing fifteen years prior about fanwork trailers. I would have taken deleting the draft as success, too. (It's really nice to have it out of drafts.)

This year I'm sticking to the one goal thing and I'm going to go with: publish a fic rec. I have so many incomplete drafts to choose from for filling that. I haven't done a tabs collection entry or fic round-up in almost two years and I have all of these themed rec drafts hanging about, too, so if I don't hit my minimum number of fics for a round-up there are lots of other options.

It seems like an achievable goal. I'm hopeful.
kiki_eng: GIF - Nikola Tesla of Sanctuary has eyes closed, text: "SCIENCE!", Tesla opens eyes, Text: "(with benefits)" (Nikola Tesla: Science!  With benefits!)
2025-01-04 07:54 pm
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Road to Avonlea

In your own space, talk about your fannish origin story. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it.

You know what? My fannish origin story is my fervent childhood certainty that Stuart was all wrong for Felicity. I've decided.

I grew up watching Road to Avonlea, which was a Sullivan Films/CBC/Disney/Telefilm Canada production based on the novels of L.M. Montgomery. Red dirt, sea, and poofy sleeves for days.

My family was mildly obsessed. The series finale was a big deal in my house along with the lead-up to it. The lead-up brought on and heavily featured my childhood anxiety that Felicity would marry the wrong man.

Was Stuart fine? Probably not. Not many men are. But did I make up the part about him giving Felicity the house that he'd built, imagining raising their children therein, when she broke off their engagement? Like, that's a really nice gift. It was a really nice house. She did, in fact, keep it. (A house!)

BUT STUART WAS ALL WRONG FOR FELICITY.

Because he was not, and this is critical, Gus.

Let me tell you about Gus )
kiki_eng: text: "i ate ALL your bees" (Black Books) ("I ate all your bees.")
2024-01-20 09:46 pm
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Five Things (Snowflake Challenge #10)

Five Things! The five things are totally up to you. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it.

1.) (ETA: The poll has closed with my pick in the lead. Thank you!) This is a campaign. I am campaigning. I figured out my wishlist for Day 3 of the Snowflake Challenge late on the 17th, so I am posting it here, hoping that more people will go vote in an online poll.

[personal profile] tjs_whatnot made sad tragic noises about their pick losing [community profile] snowflake_challenge's poll for today's challenge, and it's not like I had other plans, so I am just going to do the also rans here

2.) Dinner Party: You're having a dinner party, you can invite anyone--yes, living or dead if that's your thing--who are you inviting and why?

I'm going to interpret this as "talk about some people who you think might be cool", because in my heart of hearts I am getting myself a plate of assorted vegetable maki rolls and maybe a bottle of wine and I am inviting no one, even if it is an imaginary dinner party. Especially then, maybe.

So:
  • Emily Graslie is the science communicator behind The Brain Scoop, recently back from a hiatus. She is so enthusiastic and interested in learning and is a joy.

  • Joseph Saunders co-organised the inaugural black birders week and does some really cool wildlife photography that he posts on instagram - [instagram.com profile] reelsonwheels - and does a whole other slew of things that you can find out about here

  • Alie Ward is the host of Ologies, a science podcast about all of those different -ologies that people study. A typical episode features Alie in conversation with an -ologist and fleshes out that field. There are a lot of fields.

  • Earyn McGee is a herpetologist, science communicator, potter, and dog-owner. She is [instagram.com profile] afro_herper and responsible for #FindThatLizard. I am very bad at finding lizards.
3.) Happy Place: Tell us where you go these days to be happy. Whether that's a literal actual place or a space in fandom world that gives you the jollies.

The PWHL! Specifically, like, all of Montréal's games games, which have all been really exciting, with lots of good back and forth and scoring, containing some excellent hockey drama. I wrote about their first game here, for Day 6 of the Snowflake Challenge, and also the PWHL and North American's women's hockey in general. It is still a thing that is making really happy.

4.) Cast Your Fandom: (or recast your fandom if your fandom is already a show/movie/video). Give us your Dream Cast and tell us why.

I'm going with Persuasion, because someone needs to make a decent adaptation this century, and I'm casting by age, because I need all the help I can get. Ages in brackets are not specifically listed in the novel.

Anne Elliot is played by Lana Condor of To All the Boys I've Loved Before, who is apparently 27 (how).
John Boyega of Attack the Block, at 31, is Captain Wentworth.
Idris Elba (51) of Luther is Sir Walter Elliot, whose age isn't specifically listed on Persuasion's wiki page, but is old enough to have plausibly fathered a 27 year old, and also I want to see Idris Elba act alongside John Boyega and think that he might enjoy being Sir Walter.
Dakota Fanning (29) of Uptown Girls is Elizabeth Elliot, the eldest daughter.
Mckenna Grace (17) of Gifted is Mary Musgrove (she married young, right? My memory was sketchy and I think the family tree on wiki made me panic and maybe cast her too young, it's fine).
Jharrel Jerome (26) of Spider Man: Across the Spider-Verse is Charles Musgrove Jr, because that's an age where he might have proposed to Anne first, right?
Claudia Black (51) of Farscape is Lady Russell, because I wanted someone born the same year as Idris and also Claudia Black.
Sarah Shahi (44) of The L Word is Penelope Clay, because that's young enough to be Elizabeth's friend, right?
Oscar Isaac (44) of Inside Llewyn Davis is Admiral Croft.
Tatiana Maslany, 38, of Orphan Black is Sophia Croft and is also the only person on this list that I have complete and unshakeable confidence that they would nail the accent in spite of not being British (I have a fair amount of faith in a good chunk of the others, also, but Maslany can do any accent, probably).
Dafne Keen, about 19, of His Dark Materials is Louisa Musgrove.
Isabella Wei, about 20, of 1899 is Henrietta Musgrove.
Jonathan Bailey (35) of Brigerton is Captain Harville, because I decided that was an age Wentworth's friend could conceivably be.
Vedang Raina (20) of Archie is Captain James Benwick, because I cannot make myself watch a much older man decide to marry a child.
Michael B Jordan (36) of Black Panther is William Elliot, because that's an age where a man might consider going for a 27 year old or a 44 year old, right?
Jessie Mei Li (28) of Shadow and Bone is Mrs. Smith, because that's young enough to have been at school with Anne.
Sophie Okonedo (55) of Slow Horses is Lady Dalrymple, because I couldn't remember how old she was and decided to make her a contemporary of Sir. Walter.
Tati Gabrielle (27) of The Owl House is her daughter, Miss Carteret, who I decided to make Anne's age.

Done. I refuse to do more research/reviewing or improve it. It cannot be worse than that other thing.

...and I have run out of also rans, so a vid rec:

5.) Masters of War (Pegasus Rising Remix) by [archiveofourown.org profile] bironic
Stargate: Atlantis | 4:02
Summary: The Atlanteans came, they explored, they destroyed lives and families and whole civilizations. The people of Pegasus have had enough.
Music: "Masters of War" by Bob Dylan (edited)
     + The Atlanteans and their actions from the perspective of the Pegasus Galaxy. It's a vid I've been thinking about lately, along with the ways in which the various Stargate series have always very clearly functioned as American military propaganda. This vid is a well-executed critique of the Atlantean narrative with some great audio/visual matches.
kiki_eng: black and white, a man in a suit stands in an office building at night, his back to the viewer (Torchwood) (Ianto in an office)
2024-01-17 11:35 pm

This is a campaign. I am campaigning.

(ETA: The poll has closed with "Trans & Non-Binary Characters" in the lead.)

Please, for the love of whatever, go to [community profile] fancake and vote in their latest poll. Vote for trans & non-binary characters as the next theme.

You get searchable tags when something is a theme. You can then use that tag in all subsequent rounds, should it apply to the story that you are reccing in that round.

You know what you can find (at time of posting) when you look at the theme tags?

530 separate recs for hurt/comfort fic. 1067 separate recs for stories featuring female characters. 36 recs for "women being awesome". 104 recs for "female friendship". 292 recs for femslash. (Many, many other things.)

You can also find tags for things like "meta" under the non-fic recs category of tags.

You can not find works with trans & non-binary characters on [community profile] fancake using tags. You won't be able to until the category finally gets a round. "Trans Characters" & "Trans & Non-Binary Characters" have run a combined 6 times before. This is its 7th time running. It lost its first poll in 2015. We are approaching the decade mark. Seriously. Go vote.

I didn't nominate any themes for this year, because I was tired, and I thought, hey, maybe if I don't nominate anything trans & non-binary characters will have a better chance of getting in. If this does not work then next year I am definitely coming back with 10 tags that are all like "trans joy" and "trans friendship" and "gender dysphoria" and "gender euphoria" and all the tags.

Because, look, fandom was my queer refuge before I even knew that I was queer, and it taught me about all kinds of things related to sex and gender and sexuality, through fic and other fanworks, and stories and communities.

Recs open doors.

I want to rec and celebrate stories about trans & non-binary folk on [community profile] fancake, as part of a community, celebrating that one John Sheppard fic from SGA that lives lodged somewhere deep in my skull, and all of everyone's headcanons and fuck you Rowling stories and fic about canonical characters, like Syd from One Day at a Time and Ms. Hudson from Elementary and everyone! All of the trans & non-binary characters.

I want people to be able to find those recced fanworks and continue to build onto that collection of recs for years to come. I want it to be an available resource.

Please vote for "trans & non-binary characters" here.

Please.
kiki_eng: actress, Billie Piper, wearing red glasses and laughing with her face scrunched up (Billie Piper is happy laughing joyful)
2024-01-11 08:45 pm

Montréal at Ottawa - January 2, 2024 (Snowflake Challenge #6)

In your own space, share a favourite piece of original canon (a show, a specific TV episode, a storyline, a book or series, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much. Post your answer to today’s challenge in your own space and leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

The second game of the inaugural season of the Professional Women's Hockey League (PWHL): Montréal at Ottawa January 2, 2024. (Youtube.)

The first PWHL game apparently made a lot of people cry, because of the significance to women, women's sports, hockey, these players, future players, hockey fans, etc.

That first game was unreal to me. I don't think that the existence of this league and what it means has sunk in yet. I keep waiting for the other shoe to drop, because I was a fan of one of the PWHL's predecessors, the Canadian Women's Hockey League (CWHL), and when it unexpectedly folded in 2019 it broke my heart a little.

After the CWHL folded there were a bunch of players, many of them Olympic gold medalists, who didn't have a league to play in, until now. The difference between 2019 and now is ridiculous, just in terms of the resources that have been mobilized to support this league that weren't there 5 years ago. They're playing in bigger rinks, to sold-out crowds, televised on multiple channels, with a continuous stream of articles about the league and its players and games.

          The First CBA In Women’s Hockey Is A Picture Of The Future, And A Story Of The Past by Maitreyi Anantharaman (The Defector, Jan. 11, 2024.) does a really good job of painting a picture of what came before and how the PWHL got going.

          Liz Knox (interviewed for that piece) has been doing some really good press work in general, supporting this league and giving it and the reality of women's hockey context. Her December 3rd piece for CBC (How we built a women’s pro hockey league: Stories from a 10-year effort) is also a good read.

It feels like the landscape of women's hockey has completely changed.

When my hockey friend and I used to go to regular season games in Toronto we'd transit out and our walk to the arena would take us past residential dwellings. We didn't actually need to buy our tickets in advance, but we often did, and we'd show them to the volunteer running the table outside the rink and they'd scrawl "TF" on our hands. We'd show our marked hands to another volunteer who'd wave us in and then we'd go and pick out our seats. Nobody else I knew followed the league, though we did drag other people out with us on occasion, especially when there were bigger games, at bigger rinks.

Every single Canadian PWHL home game is sold out this season.

I had people from three separate friend groups texting me during the Montréal at Ottawa game, and it was such joyful hockey. It was fast-paced and exciting and there was wait, was that a goal drama, with lingering shots of the net, and I got to see players that I've followed for years, as a CWHL and Olympic Women's Hockey fan, play a game of hockey in a league that their player's union chose, and get paid an actual wage for it.

This is a dream that has been decades in the making. A chunk of these women grew up dreaming of playing in the NHL, knowing that they would never be allowed to do so, and they have worked for years for this, and now they have a league of their own, that is paying them real money to play. It is not perfect - another league folded to make this happen and players lost contracts, took pay cuts, and they have been rushing to get these women on the ice, to have them play, to carry the momentum forward. This is the season without logos. The team names are just the cities.

But you know what else it also is? This is the season where someone hugged their fiancée after they scored a goal and the play-by-play announcers dropped that into the commentary. When they took the photo of both teams after the game, someone went to hang out with someone on the other team for it. When players were asked about interview questions that they hate for a TSN promo interview/smelling salts challenge thing, people talked about bullshit rivalry narratives and being friends with people on the other team.

They're building something, and it looks pretty good so far.

(Games stream on the PHWHL's youtube channel and also on a whole host of other channels, especially if you're in Canada. CBC has their upcoming and in-progress games here and their archive here, including that January 2nd Montréal at Toronto game). TSN's broadcast schedule is here. Sportsnet's PWHL content is here. I am definitely missing things with this list - there's a lot of different coverage.)

This post has been adapted from a comment I left on [personal profile] luthien's post, "Snowflake Challenge 2024, Day 3".
kiki_eng: text: "i ate ALL your bees" (Black Books) ("I ate all your bees.")
2024-01-05 06:54 pm
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2023/2024 Goals

The second [community profile] snowflake_challenge of this year is to set yourself some goals for the coming year.

Last year: I set goals for this challenge, and I failed. I failed all my goals, every single one of them. Or did I? (I did, I absolutely did, but) I posted 27 journal entries in 2023.

Yes, the goal was 50, but, look, I ran the stats just now. My peak journal year by post count was 2009; it's amazing that I'm here at all.

I haven't posted more than 27 posts in a year since 2016. 2020-2022 were all single digit years. (They were single digits under five. Two of them were two.)

I failed, but, you know, I think I did okay.

Same goes for the other two goals I made - doing a pared back version of the Worldbuilders Book Club and writing 100 words for a WIP. It was a tough year. I read what I needed to read and, you know, I thought about that specific WIP a lot.

I did something last year, which is better than nothing.

This year: I am getting that post out of my drafts that has been lurking there since the heyday of Merlin and I do not care how I do it.

That's it. That's the goal. Singular.
kiki_eng: black and white, a man in a suit stands in an office building at night, his back to the viewer (Torchwood) (Ianto in an office)
2023-01-28 03:19 pm

Three Goals for 2023

1) I decided that I wanted to do more journal posts, so I signed up for Fannish Fifty and as of this posting have completed 14% of my entries, which is 1.75x what I posted all of last year, and also pretty good progress for a single calendar month. (It's working well for me and I am pleased with that.)

2) [personal profile] forestofglory posted in [community profile] ladybusiness this week about the World Builders Book Club and their rec list for that, also linking to the storygraph page for it where there are more book recommendations. I don't have any immediate writing plans that would benefit from that kind of research, but I do love non-fiction and learning about diverse subjects, so I want to do a kind of quiet read-along and try to check off reading things in those categories. I'm setting myself a very pared back goal of four books/categories this year because I strongly suspect that this year is going to be a lot, and realistic goals are where it's at.

3) I also want to write 100 words for my WIP that I started as comment!fic in 2011 and have not updated since that year. I don't have to post those words, but I do have to write them. (I am trying to trick myself into eventually finishing this fic.)

This post was written for [community profile] snowflake_challenge - details about the twelfth challenge are here - and also for fannish50.
kiki_eng: Laena Geronimo of The Like playing violin (Laena playing violin)
2023-01-28 01:26 am

Snowflake Challenge #14

In your own space, do the Fandom Wrap Challenge. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

Top 5 fandoms for 2022 based on the number of fanworks in my AO3 history
1. The Untamed
2. Teen Wolf
3. Stranger Things
4. The Scum Villain's Self-Saving System
5. Star Trek

Top 5 fandom spaces I experienced fandom in, by time spent
1. AO3
2. Dreamwidth
3. Tumblr
4. Twitter
5. DeviantArt

Top 5 things I did to contribute to fandom by time spent
0. Lurking
1. Reccing
2. Compiling Meta
3. Commenting
4. Answering Memes
5. Kudos-ing

Top 5 most appreciated fandom contributions in terms of likes, kudos, reblogs, comments, etc.
1. Choose Your Own Adventure (Bandom | NC-17 | 2,830 words | Frank/Gerard)
2. reccing a score of vids (recs in 17 different fandoms)
2. three interests meme (cwhl, merlin, tripod)
4. Meta on Reccing: A Rather Haphazard and Certainly Incomplete List (a chronological list of meta published 1998-2022, with quotes)
5. I Gotta Wear Shades (St. Trinian's | G | 1,080 words | Kelly & Polly)
5. Who You Gonna Call? (St. Trinian's | PG-13 | 2,436 words | Chelsea/Chloe/Peaches)

Stats! Stats! Stats! Stats!*
In 2022 I:
• wrote 4 journal entries
• accessed fanworks in 156 different fandoms
• accessed :
     1 fanwork in 89 fandoms
     2 fanworks in 33 fandoms
     3-5 fanworks in 13 fandoms
     6-10 fanworks in 8 fandoms
     11-20 fanworks in 7 fandoms
     26-55 fanworks in 6 fandoms (my runner-up for the top 5 was "multifandom", because vids)

*These stats are likely not entirely accurate, because I have probably accessed again this year some fanworks that I also accessed in 2022, so they are appearing in my 2023 history rather than 2022
kiki_eng: Annie Monroe of The Like wearing sunglasses (bandom) (Annie wearing sunglasses)
2023-01-17 01:00 pm

Snowflake Challenge #9

In your own space, celebrate a personal win from the past year: it can be a list of fanworks you're especially proud of, time you spent in the community, a quality or skill you cultivated in yourself, something you generally feel went well. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

Last year I posted Meta on Reccing: A Rather Haphazard and Certainly Incomplete List to my journal, having started the process of making that post over a decade earlier.

I might pick it up again in the future and do some more work on it, perform some actual analysis, but I'm really happy just to have gotten it out there so that it's available to other people and that other people can read it and go there's a piece of 2006 meta talking about people beginning to self-identify as reccers and a 2019 piece posing the question of whether or not reccers and reccing are still needed, on the heels of a 2018 piece about people not being able to conceive of recommending fic at all, that's kind of cool or wow, there are really some repeating themes and cyclical discussions in meta, aren't there. I like that it's out there for people to use it, build off of it, or transform it however.

I like that it is no longer haunting my drafts folder, that feels like a major accomplishment.
kiki_eng: Laena Geronimo of The Like playing violin (Laena playing violin)
2023-01-15 11:32 pm

Snowflake Challenge #8

In your own space, create a quiz or a poll (or tell us your thoughts about answering quizzes/polls). Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

The problem that I have on occasion with online quizzes is that you don't get to see the other results. You can't easily go "Nope, whoever designed this and I clearly attach different signifiers to this thing, I need to go the other direction now." Sometimes you end up in what is clearly the wrong place for you and you have to redo the entire quiz in order to find out which fictional character truly shares your essence (or what have you). It is a problem. Other times you just want to know what all the other paths are, and it is difficult.

This is where flowcharts shine. You can see all of the things at once and move forward and backward along paths easily. They can help you find a sff book to read or a c-drama to watch or decide on a Discworld reading order.

Identification posters are great, too. You can just look at leaves of different tree species or New Zealand fish species* and be like a dragon admiring your hoard of shinies. They are excellent for things that are impractical to store in your house, like live wasps and clouds. (Why have a poster that is purely artistic when it could also be educational**.)

*Yes, that is the poster that Rose Matafeo brought into Taskmaster and you, too, can have it for your very own shed.
**I do, in fact, have things on my walls that are not educational posters, I just wish that I had more educational posters.


I am also a huge fan of corporate-sponsored informational posters, where in order to advertise themselves and promote the purchase of their products, they explain a science or technology thing. They are aesthetically and intellectually pleasing to me. If I encountered enough of them in my day-to-day life I would maintain a niche tumblr of them. (Sadly, I do not.)

I like understanding things. I like good graphic design work. I like being able to see all the parts of a thing and admire it. My favorite used book store has this beautiful fantasy novel recommendations poster that is structured as a tree and it is incredibly pleasing to me. More things should be flowcharts.

[If anyone has recommendations for flowcharts or informational posters I am here for them. (Please show me the pretties so that I can admire them.)]
kiki_eng: Annie Monroe of The Like wearing sunglasses (bandom) (Annie wearing sunglasses)
2023-01-12 11:38 pm

Snowflake Challenge #6

In your own space, post the results of your fandom scavenger hunt. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

1. A favorite character
The Phoenix & the Ash by [archiveofourown.org profile] Aria
The Untamed | 3:30 | R | Wei Wuxian
And my back is aching, my belt's too tight / I brought a chisel tip to this pencil fight
Music: 5 out of 6 by Dessa
     + Wei Wuxian is the latest in a string of similar characters that have been ruining me since childhood. I love him so much.

2. Something that makes you laugh
Chicago's Most Wanted by [archiveofourown.org profile] Speranza
due South | 42,595 words | NC-17 | Fraser/Ray K
"Of course he got the money--he's Fraser, he's organized, he's a fucking criminal mastermind, what do you think?!"
     + Every reread fills me with fresh glee. Fraser has amnesia and takes up crime, Fraser-style.

3. A bookshelf
Milkshake by [archiveofourown.org profile] mithborien
Gunpowder Milkshake | 2:26 | PG-13
Summary: "Close your eyes, baby girl."
Music: Milkshake by Kelis (Dawin Remix)
     + A library of guns, and a gun-fight in a library. There are a lot of bookshelves in this. I thought about choosing a resource for this item, but you know what, more people need to watch this, and know about this action film.

4. A game or hobby you enjoy
The Stars and Scones Bakery and Coffee Shop by [archiveofourown.org profile] LuciaZephyr
Dresden Files | 42,863 words | NC-17 | Dresden/Marcone
Summary: In which Harry is the best baker in Chicago, but still ends up starting a few fires along the way.
     + I'm a really big fan of the bit where Harry gets drunk and makes baklava. I, too, enjoy baking, and also bakery AUs. A really solid story where Harry deals with his trauma in very in character ways, and lives his life.

5. Something you find comforting
Made With Love by [archiveofourown.org profile] Rhea
Kinou Nani Tabeta? | 1:28 | G | Kakei Shirou/Yabuki Kenji
Summary: Food and love.
Music: Hang On Little Tomato by Pink Martini
     + Domesticity. All of the food. This is so lovely and soft.

6. A TV show or movie you hope more people will watch
How You Get The Girl by [archiveofourown.org profile] absternr
Couple of Mirrors | 3:15 | G | Xu Youyi/Yan Wei
And that's how it works
That's how you get the girl

Music: How You Get The Girl by Taylor Swift
     + Me. I am the person that needs to watch this TV show. Pretty femslashy historical drama.

7. A piece of clothing you love
Picspam: Costumes in Inception by [personal profile] bennet_7
Inception | picspam | G
So the purpose of this picspam is to examine the work that went into these costumes, tease out what they say about the characters, and generally just heap praise upon Jeffrey Kurland because, dammit, someone should.
     + Arthur's boots. The detailing, the colours, the way they disguise themselves as shoes. I've been in love with these things for over a decade. [personal profile] bennet_7's 2011 breakdown is fantastically thorough and offers a great rundown on what good costume design is and does.

8. A thing from an old fandom
The Student Prince by [archiveofourown.org profile] FayJay
Merlin | 145, 222 words | NC-17 | Arthur/Merlin
Summary: A Modern day Merlin AU set at the University of St Andrews, featuring teetotal kickboxers, secret wizards, magnificent bodyguards of various genders, irate fairies, imprisoned dragons, crumbling gothic architecture, arrogant princes, adorable engineering students, stolen gold, magical doorways, attempted assassination, drunken students, shaving foam fights, embarrassing mornings after, The Hammer Dance, duty, responsibility, friendship and true love...
This story was inspired by the thought of Prince William of Wales (and indeed the current Max von Hapsburg) studying at the University of St Andrews; it is also, as the title suggests, at least a little inspired by the operetta 'The Student Prince'.
     + I fell in love with this fic with Merlin and Gwen meeting and bonding on the train. It's an incredibly satisfying read. I find it weird to think of Merlin as an old fandom, but it came out in 2008, so I'm pretty sure that qualifies.

9. A thing from a new fandom
and so does sharp grass by [archiveofourown.org profile] freshmarigolds
Extraordinary Attorney Woo | 777 words | G | Choi Su Yeon/Woo Young Woo
If Choi Su-yeon was the spring sunshine, Young-woo guesses that she must be the winter sky.
     + I came to this show and fandom for the gay and this is a little tiny piece of delight. I'm about halfway through the show now and with the exception of episode 3 (where the show gets its suicide warning) so far it's all adorable fuzzy episodic legal drama with hijinks.
kiki_eng: text: "i ate ALL your bees" (Black Books) ("I ate all your bees.")
2023-01-09 11:25 pm

Snowflake Challenge #5

In your own space, tell us about 3 creative/fannish resources, spaces, or communities you use or enjoy. (One or two is fine, especially if you're in a smaller fandom or like many people at the moment, fannishly adrift right now) Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

iNaturalist "is an online social network of people sharing biodiversity information to help each other learn about nature. It's also a crowdsourced species identification system and an organism occurrence recording tool." (What is it, 2022.)

I use iNaturalist for that, and also for creative projects. Sometimes I filter all of the observations that have been made globally to find out something like what the most common birds recorded in January in Seoul are, or I'll filter all of the photos of a species by their photo licensing type if I want to find a reference to use.

I can also search for sounds and find a cricket on Jeju Island in September. The songs of birds, insects, and amphibians vary by region and season. iNaturalist can be used as a tool to help you find the right bird song to include in your podfic, whether your characters are birders or not. You can know that your wildlife sounds are accurate, whether or not anyone else does.

InsectSingers.com is another great resource. It has "[s]ong recordings and information on acoustically signaling insects, especially cicadas of the United States and Canada." - there's a lot of variation in cicada song between species. You can listen to a sampling of different songs here to get a bit of an idea.

The Cornell Lab of Ornithology's Macaulay Library is a good resource for photos, audio, and video recordings of birds, and you can find a lot of amphibian sound recordings there, too, because some frog sounds are pretty similar to bird sounds. The Cornell Lab also has eBird and Merlin, which are both useful for exploring birds and bird identification.

The Xerces Society for Invertebrate Conservation is an excellent resource if you're into invertebrates, birds*, gardening, or life on this planet. They're an international nonprofit focused on science-based conservation work. Among other things they've got region-based guides for protecting pollinators and publications on things like mosquito management, conserving plant stems for native bees, and insectary cover cropping in California. If you want to write a character into these things, or if you're interested in these things yourself, Xerces is a good place to start.

*roughly 96% of terrestrial birds feed their young insects (Are declines in insects and insectivorous birds related?, 2021)
kiki_eng: Bones and Jim on the shuttle, text: "you had me at 'I may throw up on you'" (Star Trek 2009) (you had me at "I may throw up on you")
2023-01-04 11:36 pm

Ship Promo: Julian Bashir/Elim Garak

Star Trek: Deep Space Nine originally aired 1993-1999 and it took me something like twenty years to discover Bashir/Garak and the show. I started watching DS9 during the height of the pandemic for Bashir/Garak, having been lured in through fic, and it's one of those ships where- look, it was the nineties, I was expecting the flirting to be less overt, and it is not, and it is a delight.

Dr. Bashir is brash and idealistic, and Garak is something out of his fantasies - a Cardassian spy - who he wants to unravel, and Garak is more than happy to play with him to pass the time. That Man by [archiveofourown.org profile] ellipsiss (G | 2:20) is a vid that does an excellent job of highlighting the foundations of their dynamic, including bits of dialogue and the thing where Garak makes Bashir *light up*. Also how Garak pursues their relationship, playing on Bashir's expectations and curiosity, showing his puzzle box self off to Bashir, and ultimately letting him inside.

They're both a combination of incredibly straight forward and made of twisty secrets, and it's delicious. the gift we cannot destroy by [archiveofourown.org profile] susiecarter (PG-13 | 5,793 words) is a fic that's a good example of that twisty-ness at play. In a universe where soulmarks are a thing, Garak recognises Julian as his soulmate, something to be approached cautiously. Because of expectations that Julian has, rooted in the secret that he keeps, he fails to recognise their bonding or to parse Garak's hints to him, which results in a delightful layering in their conversations.

Garak is incredibly flirty and Bashir is oblivious. There's this whole thing where arguments are flirtation for Cardassians that gets addressed in, so many fic, really, including [archiveofourown.org profile] ellethinthewoods's Red tulips (and their correct application) (PG-13 | 4,903 words) - where Keiko and Miles' somewhat inebriated takeaway from Miles' run-in with a flirtatious Cardassian is that they really, really need to fix Julian's love life.

The cultural differences between the two men lend themselves to some pretty excellent scenarios. Letters from the Northern Continent by [archiveofourown.org profile] thehoyden (NC-17 | 7,966 words) has Julian taking on Garak's culture, going to Cardassia, and picking up a few things he was oblivious of before. It's a post-war story that spins out all of that tension between them and neatly tidies it up, a wonderful UST-laden thing resolved.

The tension is strong in this ship. Undisclosed Desires by [archiveofourown.org profile] purplefringe (G | 3:57) is a vid that's- it's set to Muse, alright, it's all intense longing with a strong sexual component. There's care-taking, and interest, and acceptance of and a desire to see all of the other's bits- Garak's frustration and Julian's past. Just how much they clearly enjoy each other is great and the look that Julian gives Garak at the end - it's [tumblr.com profile] godsgrief's art, wait until the bit about how he really… wRANGLED with those weeds…… just, fuckin obliterated em… (PG), where Julian is literally *chinhandsing* and everything is soft around the edges and they are so much themselves. It's adorable.

The Rose of Terok Nor by [archiveofourown.org profile] cicak is another work that fills me with warm fuzzies, basically. It's tagged "screwball", which is what I want out of my fic, like, a significant chunk of the time, and a thing that Garak and Bashir are really great for. This fic also asks the question of: what if Garak wrote an epic pulp romance about himself and Bashir under a false name and it got really popular.

There's this wonderful sense of absurdity in a lot of the fanwork, like Mostly Tame, Track 3 of Blame It on the Stardust: A Star Trek Vid Album by [archiveofourown.org profile] BeatriceEagle. It's set to Kesha's Godzilla. (What do you get when you take Godzilla to meet your mom Starfleet captain?) ...and I think I forgot to mention that the alien bits of Cardassian physiology are modelled off of reptiles.

Garak is a giant lizard and he and the wunderkind are in love, they just- make each other so happy and I am here for it.

They argue about literature.

I just- ♥.

(This post was written for [community profile] snowflake_challenge - details about the second challenge are here - and for fannish50, a 2023 posting challenge.)
kiki_eng: Annie Monroe of The Like wearing sunglasses (bandom) (Annie wearing sunglasses)
2019-01-08 08:54 am
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Snowflake Challenge: Day Eight

In your own space, post self-recs for at least three fanworks that you created. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

queer in a straight-appearing relationship
I wrote this rec set for [community profile] snowflake_challenge last year, to share a theme that I love and has meaning for me. I'm happy that this is a thing that I made that exists. (recced: 1 fic for The 100, 1 Check Please!, 1 bandom.)

the windows open wide
I made this rec set this past August and I am still chewing on it. I love that these four vids are linked in one place and that I'm still thinking them over. (recced: 1 vid for Doctor Who, 1 due South, 1 Teen Wolf, 1 Sports Night)

The Devil Wears Prada
This rec set was probably around 8 years in the making; I read alot of DWP fic in 2010. Later I ended up with the links to these 3 fics sitting in a draft and they sat for a long time. I'm happy I finished this last year. (recced: 3 The Devil Wears Prada fics + 1 by [personal profile] glitteryv in the comments that I absolutely second.)
kiki_eng: text: "i ate ALL your bees" (Black Books) ("I ate all your bees.")
2019-01-05 06:49 pm

Snowflake Challenge: Day Five

In your own space, promote three communities, challenges, blogs, pages, Twitters, Tumblrs or platforms and explain why you love them. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it.

I keep a very minimalistic reading list on dreamwidth - if I am not always about the thing it is not on my list, basically. I am reccing three things that I have been following for years and all produce a lot of content:

[community profile] fancake - year round, multifandom, thematic recs community (January's theme is five things)

[syndicated profile] smartbitches_feed - feed for Smart Bitches, Trashy Books ("all of the romance, none of the bullshit") - book reviews, book-finding posts, episode reviews of shows I don't watch, posts that are basically sales flyers, round-up posts of books they've advertised for on their site, cover snark...

[community profile] ladybusiness - creative fandom feminist blog collective? - has won a Hugo Award - contributors have MLP avatars and write about media and feminism. They did a rec roundtable this past December and have excellent cut skills.
kiki_eng: Annie Monroe of The Like wearing sunglasses (bandom) (Annie wearing sunglasses)
2019-01-03 04:32 pm
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Snowflake Challenge: Day Three

In your own space, share a favorite piece of original canon (a TV episode, a song, a favorite interview, a book, a scene from a movie, etc) and explain why you love it so much. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it.

The end of The First Wives Club, 1996: Bette Midler, Goldie Hawn, and Diane Keaton in coordinated white outfits dancing down the street singing Leslie Gore's You Don't Own Me as the credits roll.

You Don't Own Me

Iconic.

It's a perfect ending. It's a nod to the beginning, it wraps everything beautifully, and walking out of the theatre after that must have been something like fire.

I discovered Leslie Gore, badass queer lady, because of that film. I saw older women being awesome, and the lesbian in this might have been the first I ever met in media - I don't think I could have asked for better. It's been while since I've seen it, but I love this film and I love that moment when the credits hit.
kiki_eng: actress, Billie Piper, wearing red glasses and laughing with her face scrunched up (Billie Piper is happy laughing joyful)
2019-01-01 12:17 pm

Imagined Children's Media

Would You Be Mine, Could You Be Mine by [archiveofourown.org profile] lady_ragnell
Merlin | 23,456 words | 2018 | PG-13 | Arthur/Merlin
Summary: Merlin does not want to invite the Prime Minister's son onto his show, even if he is an environmental scientist. Arthur does not want to admit that he has a crush on the star of Merlin's Castle, the most popular children's show in the nation.
In which Merlin is Mr. Rogers, there is a bouquet of finger puppets, Freya and Gwaine hooked up years ago and neither of them wants to talk about it, and eventually everything turns out okay.
+Merlin is an excellent Mr. Rogers and he and Arthur have just a bit of believable friction before getting themselves sorted. Charming.

This is How We Go by [archiveofourown.org profile] skoosiepants
Teen Wolf | 5,745 words | 2012 | PG-13 | Derek/Stiles
Summary: Scott and Stiles go on the Warped Tour with Allison’s band.
“I think we need to bring more joy to the children,” Stiles says. “I think we need to dress as pirates and do the Scott is a Terrible Pirate skit, because *you are a terrible pirate*,” and when Stiles says pirate, Stiles means friend. Scott is a terrible, horrible friend, and Stiles hates him.
+Pining, ridiculousness, and dreams. Scott and Stiles feels like a show homesick college kids might watch at two in the morning, snacking on brownies and popcorn.

Catalysis for Dummies by [archiveofourown.org profile] crysothemis
Stargate: Atlantis | 2,233 words | 2009 | G | John/Rodney
Summary: Rodney finally discovers the truth about the boots
+Snark, John irritating Rodney, and a crowd of children shouting on command.

This post is for [community profile] snowflake_challenge. Details about the first day are here.
kiki_eng: black and white, a man in a suit stands in an office building at night, his back to the viewer (Torchwood) (Ianto in an office)
2018-01-17 10:37 pm
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Snowflake Challenge: Day Eleven

Share a book/song/movie/tv show/fanwork/etc that changed your life. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

Torchwood came out during a point in my life when I desperately needed a queer genre show. Having Jack Harkness, the charismatic and indestructible omnisexual person, was really important, as was everyone else in Torchwood's queerness. The thing where everyone in Torchwood is seen with partners of more than one gender had an impact on me that I don't think I realised at the time, but I'm really appreciative now for all those different shades of queerness and different personalities.

I wasn't fully out when Torchwood aired, but I watched it with other people, and I think I felt safer because of that. Being able to talk about Torchwood and know that other people liked it and loved Jack Harkness was important for me. Torchwood's representation helped me feel safer and more sure of myself.
kiki_eng: striped mug held by a woman wearing a sleeveless top (Hawaii Five-0) (mug held by Kono)
2018-01-17 09:42 pm

queer in a straight-appearing relationship

leave your lovers like campsites by [archiveofourown.org profile] staranise
Summary: The Aces' new PR intern is a mentally ill hot mess who's far from home and missing her old teammates something fierce. The only thing that makes her life bearable is: she's not the only one on the team.
Check Please! | 14,353 words | Rating: PG-13 | Kent/OFC
Andrea, the OFC lead, is awesome. She's a queer woman who's played college hockey and has a continuing interest in women's hockey, so the CWHL comes up in this story, as does minor hockey, as do rec league opportunities because those are all things that are part of her life in some way. She and Kent bond and they're careful with each other, which is really excellent, and there's character growth, too. This story was satisfying on multiple levels.

How I Don't Know What I Should Do With My Hands When I Talk to You by [archiveofourown.org profile] Chash
Summary: When Bellamy turns eighteen, he finds out his soulmate is some guy named Clarke Griffin. Which means he has to figure out how he feels about dating guys.
The 100 | 9,117 words | Rating: R | Clarke/Bellamy
Fluff, essentially. A fic about Bellamy's voyage to feeling comfortable in his sexuality and being prepared to meet his soulmate. Also featuring being friends with an ex. Mostly an interesting exploration of the soulmate trope through the name causing a gender mix-up and meeting your friend's soulmate before they do.

Sure of You by [archiveofourown.org profile] shiningartifact
Summary: In Gee's senior year of college, waking up with sex hair and a vague memory of the girl who gave it to her is just another Friday morning. She's fine with that. She is. And then she meets Frank.
Bandom | 10,938 words | Rating: NC-17 | Frank/Gerard
Gee deals with the weirdness of being in a relationship with someone you wouldn't have expected, and how being a woman in a relationship with a man makes some people think you're straight, and how that feels when you're not. There's also all of that youthful insecurity and the logistics of having a sexual relationship while in a dorm - there's a lot of sex in this - and starting to plan your life together. It feels real.

This post is for [community profile] snowflake_challenge. Details about the tenth day are here.
kiki_eng: actress, Billie Piper, wearing red glasses and laughing with her face scrunched up (Billie Piper is happy laughing joyful)
2018-01-17 03:51 pm
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Snowflake Challenge: Day Nine

In your own space, post a rec for at least three fanworks that you have created. It can be your favorite fanworks that you've created, or fanworks you feel no one ever saw, or fanworks you say would define you as a creator. Leave a comment in this post saying you did it. Include a link to your post if you feel comfortable doing so.

So, I'm going with three fanworks that I had a lot of fun creating.

Tempestuous Ducal Romance! So Handsome! So Kind! ♥
Summary: Duke Adam Lambert, besotted with Mister Kris Allen, orchestrates their being stranded alone together during a storm, compromising Kris' virtue. To save Kris' reputation and the honour of his family they must marry.
American Idol RPF | 2,070 words | Rating: PG-13 | Kris/Adam
I wrote this as a [community profile] kradamadness commentfic over a series of evenings one summer while sitting on a couch at my parents' house with the windows open, drinking the white wine that people kept bringing me, in a state of like, manic glee and possible tipsiness. I think this may have been the happiest I have ever been, writing. It's faux regency garbage, basically, titled sober inspired by Korean Hannibal promos.

Hallmark Christmas Movies
For 2016's [community profile] snowflake_challenge to create a fanwork I made a rec set of three films and I had a ball. Tropey terrible things are one of my joys in life and writing this I got to share that joy and there was zero pressure because of the terribleness and also I got to swear and be sarcastic and make fun of shit in a way that I almost never do.

Dear Dinosaurs; A Love Letter
Indeed, a love letter, filled with various miscellaneous recs including three Jurassic Park fanworks (a vid, art, and fic). It was a joy to write a letter to dinosaurs - those first two words make me so happy - and then as I wrote it I got to revel in memories of every single dinosaur thing that's ever entered my life. It was awesome. (Also another challenge fill, this time for [personal profile] china_shop's fandom appreciation challenge.)