kiki_eng: whale wearing headphones that connect to a heart (whale music)
I went to a parade this summer where I ended up pretty close to some noisy anti-gay come-to-Jesus types - which really shifted that parade experience into attempting to build a protective wall of sound for the other attendees rather than just being at the parade - and then I came home and realised that I wanted a vid playlist for Pride that I didn't have. This is it.

01. Cockroach Motherfuckers by [archiveofourown.org profile] eruthros and [archiveofourown.org profile] thingswithwings | Multifandom | 3:53 | PG-13 | 2023
Summary: A celebration of all the queer characters you can't bury. Or, if you do bury them, they don't stay down for long.
Music: Tubthumping by Chumbawamba
     + Cockroach motherfuckers. Yes. I love that there can be a multifandom vid of this, that there are enough unburiable queers in media now to build this, that the bury-your-gays trope has been subverted like this over and over and that we have these canonical characters that will just keep coming back. There is so much violence and gore in this. They get knocked down, but they get up again, and they dance in their blood-stained aristocratic finery, painting the floor red as they move across it. They dance, and drink, and fuck, and live, over and over again. They pull themselves out of the trash and claw their way across the ground and they survive. This vid feels like an anthem of queer resilience and queer resistance.
(They're never gonna keep us down.)

02. Tightrope by [personal profile] sweetestdrain | American Idol RPF | 3:23 | G | Adam Lambert | 2010
Summary: Just keep dancing on it.
Music: Tightrope by Janelle Monáe
     + Adam Lambert's arrival in mainstream American media felt a lot like Jack Harkness' entry into Doctor Who; suddenly and unexpectedly there was someone from a major television property being queer and joyful and themselves, and it was glorious. This vid is Adam's Idol voyage, post-Idol media relations, and a whole lot of glittery leather-clad triumph.
(You dance up on them haters // They trying to take all of your dreams but you can't allow it.)

03. Go High, Go Low by [archiveofourown.org profile] eruthros | Lil Nas X RPF | 2:44 | PG-13 | Lil Nas X | 2022
Summary: We go high / we go low
Music: Go High, Go Low by Dope Saint Jude
     + A celebration of Lil Nas X and his gay agenda, which includes A+ aesthetic choices and relentless trolling. It's a joy. This vid feels a bit like those SGA fics where McKay would rant at the bigots; there's something super satisfying about seeing someone take down hateful assholes with the perfect riposte. The combination of chaos gremlin for justice and a high aesthetic graphic embrace of queerness is fantastic. (Coming out on April Fool's day was clearly very on brand for him.) It's a really great fuck-the-haters, embrace-the-self vid.
(We go high and we go low and we don't ever show no signs that we go slow.)

04. Just Dance by [archiveofourown.org profile] Anoel | Queer as Folk (US) | 2:54 | G | 2009
Summary: "So the "thumpa thumpa" continues. It always will. No matter what happens. No matter who's president. As our lady of Disco, the divine Miss Gloria Gaynor has always sung to us: We will survive."
Music: Just Dance by Lady Gaga
     + Set entirely at Babylon, it's a celebration of the gay club scene, full of glitter, strobing lights, and movement. There's so much movement in this that it's immersive, to the extent that there are a couple sequences in this that make me feel a bit overwhelmed, like maybe I have, in fact, had one too many at the club. It's thoroughly a dance vid, in footage and in purpose - it was made for Club Vivid - and it is so very completely and consistently that thing, that it is very accessible for someone with no source knowledge. We are together on the dance floor.
(Just dance, gonna be okay.)

05. Shape of You by [archiveofourown.org profile] Butterfly | Multifandom | 3:52 | NC-17 | 2017
Summary: A brief and flirtatious dip into a happier side of queer media, containing both older and newer source.
Music: Shape of You by Ed Sheeran
     + Sensuality and sexuality in, yeah, some of the happier queer media out there. One of the levels that I enjoy this vid on is purely look at this relatively happy shiny queer media, look how sparkly it is and another is what a great celebration it is of the physicality of the sexuality that it depicts. It's really lovely to have something so uncomplicatedly joyful and pop-y.
(I'm in love with the shape of you.)

06. Black Tie by [archiveofourown.org profile] such_heights | A League of Their Own (TV) | 3:33 | G | Max, Carson | 2023
Summary: You will find the clothes that fit.
Music: Black Tie by Grace Petrie
     + Source material I do not know but have been informed by delighted parties of its canonical queerness. Finding yourself and your people and flourishing within systems of oppression. Both the song and the visuals are liable to fuck you up. The entire opposing team walks an injured player to home base, and Grace Petrie sings to their teenage self about never surrendering to a narrow view of gender; I am programmed to be emotionally devastated by both. It's cathartic, and the woman in the final frames of the video looks so, so happy, and so very gay.
(postcard to my year eleven self // girl, you're gonna be so happy)

07. Each Feather and Each Spangle by [archiveofourown.org profile] leanwellback | Community | 2:39 | G | Dean Pelton | 2012
Summary: It's time to open up your closet. Dean Pelton and his love of costumes.
Music: I Am What I Am by John Barrowman
     + This has been one of my favorite queer vids for a long time, because it has Barrowman doing his version of the Broadway musical La cage aux folles' gay anthem, because it's about a canonically queer character, because it's about him consistently being himself, loudly. Dean explores explores his sexuality, gender expression, and self - and he wears a lot of who he is literally on his sleeve, showing off everything in his closet. He does his own thing. He lives his own truth. It's amazing. The vid is all of that. It's uplifting and has some good comedic moments in it.
(I bang my own drum, some think it's noise, I think it's pretty)

08. Mighty Real by [archiveofourown.org profile] metatxt | Kiki | 3:56 | G | 2018
Summary: You make me feeeeel, mighty real!
Music: You Make Me Feel (Mighty Real) by Sylvester
     + Kiki is a documentary film about youth of colour getting into the New York ballroom scene and what their lives look like. This vid shows youth finding community, learning to dance, vogue-ing, doing drag, and exploring and becoming and celebrating themselves. It's about the kiki scene as a safe haven, and it's lovely. There's so much dancing in so many different places.
("[...] more than anything, I love.")

09. Get This Feeling by [archiveofourown.org profile] BeatriceEagle | Multifandom | 3:18 | G | 2020
Summary: 22 years of queer representation in western children's TV.
Music: Everytime We Touch by Cascada
     + This is another vid where - I'm just so happy that there's enough source material to make it, that shows like Steven Universe and She-Ra and the Princesses of Power exist now, that there is an increasing body of varied queer representation available for children. It's an unrelenting rainbow-filled joy set to a mid noughts Eurodance techno hit.
(want you in my life)

10. Hold On by [archiveofourown.org profile] heresluck | Heartstopper | 3:27 | PG-13 | Nick/Charlie | 2022
Summary: Grab and hold on tight. (Or: Nick Nelson wants to hug Charlie Spring. Like, a lot. Before he figures out anything else, he knows that much for sure.)
Music: hold on by flor
     + This adorable queer teenage romance that I haven't seen: the animated leaves! The sparks! The light! The thing where they are clearly the main characters and life is going pretty well. The contrast between this and the queer teenage representation that I found as a teenager. This is amazing, and just so incredibly happy. This vid is like distilled photogenic wholesome teenage romance.
(the reason that I come alive, come alive, it lives in your eyes)

11. Crowded Table by [archiveofourown.org profile] sandalwoodbox | Papa & Daddy | 3:48 | G | Damian/Jie Li | 2022
Summary: A place by the fire for everyone.
Music: Crowded Table by Joshua Radin
     + More source material I haven't seen - about family, found and otherwise. Queer people living their lives, and going to pride, and being friends, and lovers, and children, and parents, with every aspect of their lives fully existing. I really love that about this vid, that it shows their life with such wide scope and does such a good job of highlighting their love and their humanity.
(everybody's a little bit broken, and everyone belongs)
kiki_eng: whale wearing headphones that connect to a heart (whale music)
[personal profile] sobluethesky expressed interest in a "post to explain who this Adam Lambert person is, likely with some RPF stuff thrown in" over a year ago. There was a ticky-box, I’m not quite sure how invested [personal profile] sobluethesky actually is in this; I’ve remained remarkably unhounded about this, which may be a sign, A SIGN THAT I AM IGNORING. ♥

Adam Lambert was the runner-up the eighth season of American Idol.

I feel that I should disclaim: I’ve never watched American Idol. I watched the local equivalent last time around, though, and I suspect all of its incarnations are roughly the same.

"American Idol is a reality television competition to find new solo singing talent."*

Basic Mechanics of Idol: )

It is massively popular. "As of January 2011 it is the most-watched TV series in the Nielson ratings and is the only program to have been number one for six consecutive seasons."*

*wiki

I’m going to talk a little bit about Idol and fans, because that’s kind of hugely important for this discussion. Idol is set up for fans, that is, essentially, the whole point; they want to make money. They do that by drawing in viewers, creating fans, and selling records.

Idol is not exclusively about music. That ridiculous behind-the-scenes footage is spinning narratives and contributes to character development. Idol is a show that tells stories, and no, they may not sit you down and preface it with, say, “This is the story of Friedrich,” but the select bits of footage they show you of his family and friends, his hometown, him behind-the-scenes, the words that the judges and hosts use when they’re describing him or his singing, the things that they keep bringing up, the songs that he sings (which he may have influence on, but not control of), these weave together into a story. Idol produces a celebrity narrative.

I’m going to talk about this a bit more fannishly for a span. )

The Adam Lambert American Idol narrative, from what I understand, goes like this:

Adam Lambert had been living in L.A. for a number of years and working in musical theatre before he decided to try out for American Idol. (This decision may have coincided with drug use in the desert.) His performances on Idol were really theatrical, something he was criticised for by the judges, but also made them, you know, fun to watch. Photos of him kissing an ex-boyfriend came out while he was on the show and were a source of controversy in the media coverage of that season. He roomed with Kris Allen (southern, Christian, young married, and that season's winner), for a good chunk of the show and they got along really well. Adam also got along really well with the then-seventeen year old Allison Iraheta, who made it to the top four.

Adam placed second and came out as gay in Rolling Stone afterwards, his sexuality never having been brought up on American Idol. In the article he talked about having a crush on Allen, who said in an interview with Adam afterwards that he had a crush on Adam. (There's a fair amount of footage of those two being happy, silly, and teasing.)

Adam is known for his controversial performance of For Your Entertainment at the 2009 American Music Awards wherein he kissed his male bassist. The support tour for his debut album, also called For Your Entertainment, was called the Glam Nation Tour and featured former Idol-mate Allison Iraheta as an opener for a good chunk of the North American dates.

That's a pretty stripped down version of that story. There is a lot of information and discussion about Adam Lambert out there.

Tightrope by [personal profile] sweetestdrain is a vid that you should watch. I'm reccing it here as another rundown of the Adam Lambert narrative and to provide context. The source material for this vid includes footage from his music videos, American Idol, concerts, interviews, photo shoots,and other media coverage. I like it for its presentation of the relationship that Adam has had with the media. It does what it set out to do well; it's incredibly shiny and has some good movement to it. It's set to Tightrope by Janelle Monae, and the lyrics are on the vid page if you need them. (You should go watch it now.)

The reason that Adam Lambert is kind of a big deal is that you can get into all kinds of cultural discussion talking about him. You can talk about Adam Lambert and sexuality, gender, queer issues, diversity, or celebrity. Jian Ghomeshi interviewed him on Q in February of last year and that interview is a pretty good introduction to who Adam Lambert is and touches on a bit of that cultural discussion; you can watch it and see where that discussion is coming from. There’s a lot of discussion about diversity in the interview; it seems to be an ongoing theme with Adam and something that he’s been actively supporting, which is really nice to see.

Adam says in the interview that, "[his] biggest thing is: have fun, be free, don’t hurt yourself or anybody else in the process." It’s an excellent set of guiding principles. He also talks about his love of music that’s sexy, fun and decadent and how he believes in being your own person and embracing your identity, "letting it all hang out, owning it, feeling comfortable in your skin." He seems to be doing that and that's awesome.

The reason that Adam Lambert is noteworthy is that being gay is noteworthy, being out is noteworthy, being comfortable with your sexuality and sex-positive is noteworthy, being a man who wears glitter and make-up and dresses up is noteworthy, being queer-positive is noteworthy, being diversity-positive is noteworthy; these are all things that aren't or aren't seen as standard in our culture. That Adam Lambert is these things and is also a mainstream artist is really interesting.

So a lot of the hype of Adam Lambert is tied into the identity and values that he presents as part of his public persona. He also sings and is a pretty awesome performer. His music videos might be a good place to start out if you're interested in his music:


It's worth noting that Adam Lambert is Adam Lambert, musician and not Adam Lambert, gay rights activist. That Adam spends a fair amount of time talking about his sexuality and answering a certain type of interview question is a choice that he makes, but one that I suspect isn't much of one at all for him.

So Adam Lambert is this amazing singer with an impressive range who wears leather and studwork and sparkly things and climbs on stage and performs the hell out of things, does fascinating things with his hips and does stage gay with his bassist, pulls his hair and kisses him, is a sexually aggressive gay man, sits down on stage and talks earnestly to his audience, wears sex toys sometimes, and doesn't apologise for any of it. He's a little bit like a superhero.

People dress up for his concerts. They paint their nails and put on awesome hats and wear feathers and glitter and fun clothing and get a little glammed up. What I've read about his concerts makes them sound like a rock concert crossed over with Pride, with a less pervasive rainbow theme.

I recommend this fandom, is what I'm saying. There are sparkly things and leather and studwork and dressing up and awesome people in it.

Fanwork about Adam Lambert goes by a couple different labels, actually. It's down as American Idol RPF for season 8 or Glam RPF or sometimes Bandom. There are some really good primers out there:

So you’d like to get to know Adam Lambert... by [livejournal.com profile] scribblinlenore
This post is really good for links. There are links to primers for main pairings, meta, communities, rec pages, and twitters. There is also a picspam with a few gifs thrown in that is worth checking out for the pretty. (I am quite fond of the second picture in this, wherein Adam looks like he has fallen out of an exceptionally pretty anime.)

Fandom Overview: American Idol Season Eight by [livejournal.com profile] onthehillside
This is a really good and concise rundown of the season 8 people that also includes some people not directly involved with the show - friends of contestants and interesting media people that sometimes appear in fic. There are also some fandom resources linked to at the end, including a number of primers.

WE JUST FELT EACH OTHER'S ENERGY, AND IT WAS NICE. by [livejournal.com profile] buffyx
Good internet is a necessity for viewing this page. It is an epic, long picspam. There are many gifs and videos. It's pretty in depth coverage of both Kris' and Adam's idol story. If you're interested in getting into Kradam this is the post to read. It is a fannish recount and a lot of fun for that.

Kradam Fic Reclist by [livejournal.com profile] weddingbeaches
An extensive, well-organised and detailed rec list that includes a little bit of non-Kradam fic, podfic, fanvids, interview links, downloads, other rec lists, comms, and other relevant fannish things. It's a really fantastic resource.


(So hopefully that's been educational and useful and things. If you see a mistake, be it a typo or something else, please point it out to me. Discussion is also awesome as are various other forms of feedback.)
(Edited 2011-07-29 15:15 to add alternate, non-vevo links for music videos)

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